POKER FACE

In a smirk I fade
A feeling that always betrays
In protrudes of jabs,
Shrieks of squalls, my silent gags…
Pinned underneath my weight, my head
I feel betrayed, laid down in my grave..
Resilience my forte, reverberant my pretense
No longer breaks my fall, my gory hands

Devious me…devoid of white’s my ashtray..
Gives my tattletale…my poker face’

the last strafe..

alone waged another night
with my sleep as it's price,
i may have to someday
espionage myself & with it my soul.

hurt from ricocheting bullets,
I greet my hunter..
i wish I had a reason,
to thwart that stranger-
that lurks off from within my mirror..
instead I'm all but blooded,
in my own muted goad!

knit in time..

alley's no longer lead,
in the silence i cleave..
in my remembrance of you,
my sleeps have lost it's dream..
it's been ages
since i last had u on my arm's rose-bed.
the feeling no longer seems to leave,
the smoke in me still simmer's within..

watchfire'

warped in letters,
a part of me reaches out for..
in blooded pacts,
I'm bound for..
tap along to your tune,
d ears r forever shard for..

anthology of my rake,
is better in time lost for..

in rhetorics'

in a silent wisp,
i feuded my heart out..
in my quest,
how was I to know..
a battle quavered in me alone?

In lost such a battle waged,
I wonder if u'ld have carried me to my grave..
in ur eyes i wonder..
if i could have died a more honorable death!

loom's a silent plight,
the eyes vld nvr vice..
in prophecy of sights,
vld die an astral dream of flight!

in dreams & in sky,
the purple haze mellows d darkness inside.
i live a life that was,
icarus me-people fall by my side!

apparition '

the same aura of light seeping besides d door hinge’s,
the incumbent trails of frail footsteps
another dream passing off d window sills,

i believe there is an another me
terse as unlike me,

with a place to rest his head,

he as well can be..

in a longing place called home..